I can't take it anymore. It's 2 weeks to my birthday. I wanted to have a special lunch at a place I like with my family. They say there's no money, but in the past two weeks they spent a small fortune in expensive restaurants just because my brother came here.
Also, my health is deteriorating. After 18 years of stability following the treatment to the letter, my meds turn on me and give me a disease that has no cure or treatment. I got into a car accident with a victim. I got hit by a car. After all that, I started drinking again.
People can't see I'm suffering, that I am hurt. I just don't care anymore L, about treatment, family, life, drinks, the guitar.
Nothing gives me joy. I feel no pleasure in anything or anywhere.
- Human
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