I recently started depression meds after trying unsuccessfully to handle it on my own for 10+ years. l've had a lot of big changes in my personal Life in the last couple years and after being the rock in every relationship I have, it's become too much. How do you ask for help when you've never had to before? I'm struggling trying to figure that out. The meds are currently making me feel AWFUL. I know it's a process and it's takes time but l'm currently miserable and just want to give up - Human