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    I'm 47 years old and I hate myself.

    by Kate Fisher October 27, 2022

    tw self harm solidarity stories

    I'm 47 years old and I hate myself. I hate myself for being clumsy, stubborn, talking to much, for getting upset easily, for not being skilled, for being fat, for being sick with hereditary angioedema and for not being beautiful. Last night I started crying, I was really upset with myself so I started hitting myself in the mouth repeatedly. Then I hit my head with both hands really hard for several times and pulled my hair hard. I cried and cried..all my body hurts, my soul, hurts, my heart hurts...I hurt.

    - Human, 47 y/o

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