Im really sad right now because I realize that I genuinely dont have in real life friends besides my SO and my family. Granted my mom is my best friend and I wouldn't change that for the world, but I dont have any friends my age that I've actually stayed friends with and that I haven't moved away or left work from. I dont have friends to go out for drinks with, for lunch, even just to act a fool with. My one friend that i have stayed friends with, she lives 3 states away from me and i havent seen her in like 5 years. I finally get to see her in September when I get married. It really fucking sucks and I feel really lonely sometimes because of it. Ive always been a generally introverted person but at the same time Ive always made friends in a workplace or school..they just dont stick. - Human
