I'm starting Naltrexone tomorrow in hopes I can have a more normal relationship with alcohol or abstain entirely. I've never been more nervous, anxious, excited, hopeful, doubtful, and grief stricken in my entire life. My therapist said it's like saying goodbye to that really terrible friend and I couldn't relate to that more. Alcohol has helped to fill a trauma void but has also wreaked havoc on my life. I'm hoping this medication works so I can be present for my infant son and my partner. - Human, 32 y/o