I'm trying to be kind to myself today. I have a really bad cold and whenever I'm sick I feel absolutely useless which helps my depression claw itself up a little. I feel like everyone feels let down by me because I can't help them right now (my bf, work, my family) and I can only help myself (kind of) right now. I'm not trying to beat myself up but the anxiety of when will I be better has started to set in. - Human
