It's been a little over a year since I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt and I'm proud of myself for getting through this year because it was quite literally the worst year of my life thus far. I felt like I was in a better place but I just found out my boyfriend's been cheating on me for months. And around the anniversary of the day I was hospitalized last year, he was pretending to be sick and was with someone else. Why do I still want to be with him. He's hurt me so bad but I would drop anything for him. I feel so stuck. I feel so defeated by life. - Human
