I've been going to therapy because I don't know what it feels like to be happy, to love someone, to miss someone, to be excited, or angry...anything really. When I started therapy I asked if this was something I could change and my therapist said it was possible. I've been going for almost a year now and it turns out I have alexithymia. My therapist said that I most likely never experience emotions the way most people do. When I started therapy at least I had hopes that I could change. Now I've lost my hope too. I feel like I have nothing, and I don't know how to handle this. I feel like I'm always going to be a lonely, unloving robot. - Human
