Married 14 years. Been in abusive relationship for the first 5 years. Once he revealed he's an addict, we both went for help. We got to a great place & he was diagnosed with brain cancer. Chemo worked well but he's now back in addiction mode. I'm not attracted to him anymore. Feeling overwhelmed living with or without him. I'm scared to make a decision to leave him. - Human, 32 y/o