Today I got the diagnosis autism and add

Today I got the diagnosis autism and add. After spending my whole life trying my best to fulfill society's expectations, I feel relieved and devastated at the same time. I really don't know what to do know. I don't know who I am. I don't know who I want to be. I don't know how to tell my family and friends. I don't want anyone to look different at me. I just want to be normal what I can't be. I am so tired. And thinking about all of this is making me incredibly exhausted.

- Human, 30 y/o